Y I hate FAREWELLs !!

Tis week had been an absolute FAREWELL week wit lotsa loved ones... moving on...seeking new ventures...some giving life a break .. few getting settled ..but these departures... going far apart n away its all soo painful... especially when we know we wont get to see those people again in life or the chances r really remote... no matter how close u r wit those people...even for a Hi-Bye friend or a teammate or a colleague.. u get a tear at the corner of ur eyes... u feel for them from inside ur heart... u miss a beat.. try to hide ur sadness wit a show off smile... which doesnt work out most times... u cant fake ur emotions u see.. how much ever u try... u r still human n u hav feelings..having experienced a similar situation..in the last 2days ..i know i am strong enuf... i hav seen worse-r days still.... i know even i get weaker... my heart sinks too... :(

Now the FAREWELL week has come to an END finally....week had been busy wit lots of treats and organizing stuff...trying to send our dear ones wit lot of love and care n try not to make them feel sad, trying to cheer them up... as i wud put it in hindi.. yeh dil kyun chahtha hain kisi ko... kyun hum milte hain kisi ko .. pata hote hue bhi ki..ek din bichadna padegaa... jaana padega chodke.. kyunki yeh hi zindagi hain !! (y does tis heart urge for someone,why do we meet someone...even when we know..one day we hav to depart,we hav to move on... coz tats life !!! truth of LIFE ) n ya LIFE GOES ON .....

Y does it always happen... school..college..INFY and now in SATYAM too.. i wish to sing... I cannot take this anymore... n one of my closest friend expressed a desire yest... we all shud meet again somewher mayb in SATYAM again... after 10years.. a RE-UNION. We all laughed and dispersed yest.. but thinking of it... we never know where we will be even after one year..in tis LIFE's race... we r all runners... to keep up the pace...compete..fight for ur existence cope with those hectic days n nites.. WILL we really have time for all these souls and thots?? all the smiles had together.. tears and worries shared ..fights..THESE WONDERFUL MOMENTS..all will fade off.. like an autumn leaf,which leaves the Tree and flies off in its endless flight to an unknown place... we are also... flighting... for our survival...ENDLESSLY !!!

My pastry dreams

You know wat... some days ..err mostly nites i have tis strange appetite and i get obsessive to eat something in particular.. pastries,strawberries,ice-creams.. u got wat i mean-a say... nothing readily available at home or within my reach... and me poor soul will yearn for it the whole nite... similar incident today...(okay.. tonite) !!! I feel like eating a pastry.. chocolate pastry :( SIGH !! CHOCOLATE FANTASY to b more specific... and i am still glued to my comp n net ;) i expressed my desire to few online friends... whose brains i am already eating wit my gossiping, n non-stop kitar-pitar (typing noise ;) ) n updating n getg news :D yea... so one gud friend of mine... tried to help me out... its internet age and wat do u expect ??? cant u eat a pastry online :P .. so he tried to send me a pastry online... He was kinda trying to surprise me.. asked me to close my eyes.. and ITS ME NA>> I know wat all these Nautanki (pranks/tricks) mean..i started getg irritated instead... still trying to b patient and subtle... i asked him wats he tryg to do... he kept on sayg... close ur EYES...and the very next sec asks me ..HAVE YOU CLOSED YOUR EYES?? Grrr... my patience died... I snapped bak... how do u expect me to see ur chats if i close my EYES?? :P err... was i RUDE?? still u see... i badly needed to eat pastry and my tis stupid friend is playing wit ma appetite tat too at tis mid nite..and not done wit it... he agreed he is an idiot and to prove it again... he sent me a pic of a HUGE HUGE Chocolate PASTRY :( !!! I screamed TIME OUT... how far do i suffice my obsession :( :( now left wit DREAMS .... my PASTRY dreams... PITY !!

Tap ur feet ... its a DJ ;).......active listening

Passionate dancing... ever danced without ne compulsion ??...or when u really wanna rock... hit te dance floor...but the DJ's not worth... u get bord wit the songs he play... feel like u wanna go hit him n say Dude..pls... kuch tho karo yaar(do something)...yea.. tis used to happen in INFY... where we used to have monthly DJs.. not us mostly Progeon folks... (but we will b all set n ready to shake our booties... :D !!) NO MATTER who and wat ;) NJOI MAADI used to b the funda those days.. get into the groove .. haan tho complain kyun kare? (then y complain?? ) huh... wateva they play... we had steps n movements... tat too non-stop bindaas for hours :D ...

coz i believe Dance is a way to liberate yourself... DANCE LIKE NOONE's WATCHING ... my motto... trust me guys... if u find urself in deep trouble or depression or stress... no matter how gud or bad u dance... jus try it out... play some fast songs... n shake ur BODY :) its fun !!! and u will feel it.... KOOL and BETTER :D (personal exp) LOL.

see... tis is ma problem... many friends complain... i hav tis strange habit of jumping topics (dont call me a monkey now :P ) but ha i shud agree... i do it :( bad of me... i keep changing topics drastically if the person who is the LISTENER ... err.. i always (i mean mostly) have listeners around... (COZ i rarely let them open their mouth .. to talk !! ) hey... tis reminds me of an old incident in INFY... we had to attend some set of trainings .. we hav a quota to complete per quarter usually... n v neva show interest in te non-technical trainings... they r boring u see ;) so even i kept myself away from tat stuff... not wanting to fall asleep in a training session in my professional life :P but.. alas !! my manager (he was a nice guy i must say ).. still.... i guess even he got pissed off wit me ... and really wanted to listen sometimes atleast... he asked me to FORCEFULLY attend this particular training.. GUESS WAT??? tat too two sessions @!!! yea... ACTIVE LISTENING :( :( part 1 & 2 !! and he personally asked me not to miss the sessions too... and yaaa i attended them both.... poor me :'( I had no choice... so wher was i ???... hmm ya so my listeners.. if they aren't very keen n intelligent.. he/she cant follow nethng n eventually will get confused and scratch their heads..JUST LIKE YOU GUYS ARE DOING NOW !!!

k done wit DJ and active listening... wat next ???? keep reading.... my random thots ;)

Days at Bengaloooru...

Bangalore...the Garden City as its addressed !! it used to be one of ma fav spots to hit during vacations !!! roasted corn... pani puri,bhel puri,fresh cucumber... yummy.... all these things pull me to tis place... n it was my dream i shud come to tis gr8 city n settle down.. the names Majestic,Electronics City,ITPL n all sounded like fantasy to a lil gal from the land of greeneries,the GOD's own country . Dont laugh... but till some years ago... Electornics city to me meant to b a place like NASA>>> full electronized with sophisticated gadgets n all... ;) so i grew up wit tis in mind... my work life is gonna b in Bangalore or in any cosmo cities.... coz i love fast life... the color n charm of life... y not explore ?? rite?

To me as a Bsc grad ,getting a job wasnt soo easy... it felt life wasnt a cakewalk nemore at that time.. came to blore... as my heart led me here....it was my decision n desire to b here... so i landed here in search of a job.. a life... initial days wer soo much fun wit friends... classes at niit where i did my final semesters of GNIIT which shud eventually get me into a job.. as per me... n te confidence my mom n relations had in me... they wer a bit too confident i shud say ;) i loved my safar (travel) to residency road daily... hang out wit friends... n ya ofcourse attend classes too (SOMETIMES !! ) after classes stroll thru the bright n lighted up Brigade road...gaze at all the branded shops n window shop mostly...coz those days it was all LOW budget... u see... ;) no job n in a new land wher cost of living is sky high.. for a normal middle class gal it was all hard... me as a shopaholic i found it more hard... to resist myself :D but i did (will u believe?? ) those were the days i wud say ... fultoo fun... yet another college life... extended coll life i shud say ..

My life changed when INFY gave me a chance to b an Infoscion (now an exfoscion) , explore its huge and extravagant campus and a highly professional start !! I felt soo lucky..n proud too.. :) life took a new start.. new friends.. lots of work... hectic schedules... weeknds too office.. staggered shifts... extended work hours... it was neva tiring... but all exciting n fun :) cycling...like a swift..to get into those extra speeding cabs n buses at the last moment .. chatting... meeting old friends... (who used to b bench mates...) quick lunches n dinners... late breakfasts... tryg to catch up wit gym schedules (to reduce my extra pounds... which neva happend ;) ) BB courts which we jus walked thru and the pedaling boats which wer our fav timepass during nite shifts... in that darkness... cool breeze...extra chilled water...cycle races...thanks to the Coffeeday.. still missing the Tropical Iceberg's and Chocolate Frappe's...Pastries... do i sound like an eat-aholic now?? :P

(to be contd..)