Y I hate FAREWELLs !!

Tis week had been an absolute FAREWELL week wit lotsa loved ones... moving on...seeking new ventures...some giving life a break .. few getting settled ..but these departures... going far apart n away its all soo painful... especially when we know we wont get to see those people again in life or the chances r really remote... no matter how close u r wit those people...even for a Hi-Bye friend or a teammate or a colleague.. u get a tear at the corner of ur eyes... u feel for them from inside ur heart... u miss a beat.. try to hide ur sadness wit a show off smile... which doesnt work out most times... u cant fake ur emotions u see.. how much ever u try... u r still human n u hav feelings..having experienced a similar situation..in the last 2days ..i know i am strong enuf... i hav seen worse-r days still.... i know even i get weaker... my heart sinks too... :(

Now the FAREWELL week has come to an END finally....week had been busy wit lots of treats and organizing stuff...trying to send our dear ones wit lot of love and care n try not to make them feel sad, trying to cheer them up... as i wud put it in hindi.. yeh dil kyun chahtha hain kisi ko... kyun hum milte hain kisi ko .. pata hote hue bhi ki..ek din bichadna padegaa... jaana padega chodke.. kyunki yeh hi zindagi hain !! (y does tis heart urge for someone,why do we meet someone...even when we know..one day we hav to depart,we hav to move on... coz tats life !!! truth of LIFE ) n ya LIFE GOES ON .....

Y does it always happen... school..college..INFY and now in SATYAM too.. i wish to sing... I cannot take this anymore... n one of my closest friend expressed a desire yest... we all shud meet again somewher mayb in SATYAM again... after 10years.. a RE-UNION. We all laughed and dispersed yest.. but thinking of it... we never know where we will be even after one year..in tis LIFE's race... we r all runners... to keep up the pace...compete..fight for ur existence cope with those hectic days n nites.. WILL we really have time for all these souls and thots?? all the smiles had together.. tears and worries shared ..fights..THESE WONDERFUL MOMENTS..all will fade off.. like an autumn leaf,which leaves the Tree and flies off in its endless flight to an unknown place... we are also... flighting... for our survival...ENDLESSLY !!!

My pastry dreams

You know wat... some days ..err mostly nites i have tis strange appetite and i get obsessive to eat something in particular.. pastries,strawberries,ice-creams.. u got wat i mean-a say... nothing readily available at home or within my reach... and me poor soul will yearn for it the whole nite... similar incident today...(okay.. tonite) !!! I feel like eating a pastry.. chocolate pastry :( SIGH !! CHOCOLATE FANTASY to b more specific... and i am still glued to my comp n net ;) i expressed my desire to few online friends... whose brains i am already eating wit my gossiping, n non-stop kitar-pitar (typing noise ;) ) n updating n getg news :D yea... so one gud friend of mine... tried to help me out... its internet age and wat do u expect ??? cant u eat a pastry online :P .. so he tried to send me a pastry online... He was kinda trying to surprise me.. asked me to close my eyes.. and ITS ME NA>> I know wat all these Nautanki (pranks/tricks) mean..i started getg irritated instead... still trying to b patient and subtle... i asked him wats he tryg to do... he kept on sayg... close ur EYES...and the very next sec asks me ..HAVE YOU CLOSED YOUR EYES?? Grrr... my patience died... I snapped bak... how do u expect me to see ur chats if i close my EYES?? :P err... was i RUDE?? still u see... i badly needed to eat pastry and my tis stupid friend is playing wit ma appetite tat too at tis mid nite..and not done wit it... he agreed he is an idiot and to prove it again... he sent me a pic of a HUGE HUGE Chocolate PASTRY :( !!! I screamed TIME OUT... how far do i suffice my obsession :( :( now left wit DREAMS .... my PASTRY dreams... PITY !!